Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Take it in the Rear

I feel so behind right now.

In. Every. Aspect. Of. Life.

It's not like me and I'm not dealing with it well. I am weeks behind in projects for work and can't seem to find the time to catch up. Even though I've put in some 12 hour days lately.

Working 12 hour days leaves me exhausted when I get home. I've cooked one meal a week for the past month. I'm lucky my child gets bathed and has clean clothes. The laundry is piling and piling. I left damp clothes in the dryer for 3 days before I realized they were there. The snow days we've had the past month aren't helping either.

I've gotten to the gym once a week lately. That's a waste of my $45 a month.

In the end, I know that I will get through this. Eventually, I'll find a quiet weekend when Puff and I can just buckle down and catch up on life. I'll have a quiet day at work when a burst of motivation will hit and I will get back on track.

I've been really gung-ho lately on wanting a second baby. But then I realize how out of sorts my life is right now with only one and can't even imagine what it would be like to throw a newborn into the mix. I suppose that's a big decision for another day. I can't overlook the reality though.

My reality is crazy and chaotic. We are definitely "rushing life" these days!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Oh how I can relate to this right now! Mine has more to do with my depression roaring it's ugly head and deciding to kick me in the lady parts. And this insane winter is not helping! I hope you are able to catch your breath soon and enjoy some family time! Spring is right around the corner...great time to go hike a mountain trail and find some flowers :-)